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Name: Tanya
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Interests: God, Dora The Explorer, Saxophone, Flea Markets, Korea, Love
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Forever.. i like that word.


Monday, November 02, 2009

I should stop sitting down too much. My Mom says my butt is getting bigger.

Anyway, i've been using Catheroes @Tumblr more often these days and have been pretty lazy to update this site. I realise that I'm better expressing myself in pictures and summarizing chunks of words into short sentences. Will still be updating this site occasionally, though i bet hardly anyone ever visits.

Ta Ta For Now, have a great day ahead!

With love, Tanya


Wednesday, October 21, 2009

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Friday, October 16, 2009

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This picture is pretty Cliché (Is it the right word to describe it?), but I love it :) I like that feeling. When the window screens of the car winds down, you stick your hand out and feel it going against the breeze. It makes me feel carefree, i have everything off my mind and nothing to worry or to be concerned about.

I want to feel like that now. I wouldn't mind going for a ride now and just to experience this (Sadly, it's sunny now with not much of a breeze)

I want to get this whole load of %$@!?& off my mind now..... I feel so pressured by my mind and thoughts. I feel very disappointed of myself, I can never be good at anything... Even though i redid Secondary Two (And i did try this year), my studies are still horrible and are not up to expectations. I am definitely not good at sports (Butter fingers and a Klutz) and it's not that i can play well in my Baritone.... UGH. Also, it's not that i'm good in other aspects inside and out. I just find myself such a failure and a 'good for nothing'

I feel distant from God recently too (That's why I'm going to do my QT after this)..... I realise procrastinate too much in life. I SHOULD STOP DOING THAT. I even procrastinate during the examinations, that's why I screwed Geography so horribly.

Had a persistent headache yesterday evening... Couldn't have my 6/7/8? course meals in peace..... My Cousin's wedding at Peach Garden yesterday. I felt pretty awkward at times... Maybe it's because we seldom meet. Weddings are so blissful :) But frankly speaking, i can't see myself getting married to anyone in the years to come.....

On a happier note, cheap shopping later!!! $_$


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

The Life Pursuit

I'm really dreading to go back to school tomorrow and maybe the reason is because i'm already in a holiday mood. I am not a bit excited for Friday, though i've My Cousin's wedding dinner to attend which i'm really looking foward too. I wish time would fly now, i'm really hoping to leave the town anytime soon. Anywhere, i wouldn't mind :) I love the Airport, it feels like i'm leaving the town. The feeling is beyond describable.

Went over to Beni's yesterday. We made our own ban mians and had jelly hearts and bu bu cha cha, mmhm. Though it didn't lasted long, it was great catching up with the both of them after two long weeks. I love talking to them, it's so free and easy. Grrpfft. I really think i put on a lot of weight during the past month and frankly speaking, i'm really afraid to weigh myself. But i'm going to try not to be so bothered and affected by my weight. Appearances aren't everything, aren't they? :) Even so, i'm going to try cutting down on my food intake and exercise more often, since examinations are over!!

Had Shabu Shabu for dinner tonight. Fishcakes in a shape of a pink pig, there are really quirky creations these days :) Spent my afternoon with a bunch of lovely people. The wind today was really breezy, it was such a wonderful weather for a perfect nap.. Though the gloomy clouds and drizzles did not allow us to enjoy yourselves outdoors.

I really hope i'll be able to get into the combinations i want to take up next year, though i fear that i'll fare horribly when i get back My EOY papers..

But, i'll have to praise the Lord whether rain or shine :) I will probably learn a valuable lesson from this and know that He has a wonderful plan for every indivitual.

I'm going to start to cultivate a habit of reading. My very first book of this week shall be the book i recieved by Sis for My Birthday (Pride and Prejudice)

On a more emotional note, i was pretty upset not recieving a greeting from you that day.... You probably totally erased me off your life, hate me so much, or you just can't be bothered. I'm such a fool of my own mistakes. Sometimes, why can't i get you off my mind? Anyway, it's not like we had anything special.....

OKAY I'M OFF NOW. HAVE AN ENJOYABLE EVENING AHEAD :)



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